Looking back, it's hard to believe in anything we used to be. Everything we were seems like just one big awful lie to me, one that I so foolishly believed in. The so called 'happiness' I felt when I was with you will never be able to compare to the pain you've caused me and of which I'm still hurting from. What's worse is that majority of it was deliberate. How will I ever believe that you even for a second loved me when you could hurt me like this with no remorse at all. Never would I have done this to you, I would never hurt someone I love. Really, I am at a loss for words right now because I can't even seem to properly articulate my sadness anymore.
What I need now is for someone to hug me for a really, really long time. I've had enough of crying and feeling awful, goodnight.
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