Today I dreamt about you. It didn't occur to me in my dream that we weren't together anymore. My friends and I were lining up in McDonalds and I hugged you for so long when you arrived.
It felt so real, it was as if you were right there with me, hugging me back. I guess that was just a small flash of happiness for me, or just a painful reminder of what used to be. Either way, thinking about you hasn't stopped hurting yet. I don't know when it will. I don't know when I'll stop caring about you.
It scares me to know that I might. That maybe one day you'll just be a thing of the past. Sometimes I wonder why life has to be so cruel, it took away one of the most important things to me.
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